I am so confused. How do you deal with a situation you were always dreaming and hoping for, but always at another, delayed date. A date far away from now, all of this, under different circumstances and a different life? How do you reconciliate the two? How do you accept that new merged fact of life that has become part of your permanent history?
What are my options...God, I am afraid of just asking.
It's like hell and hell, at different times, dimensions and paradigms. So which one do we embrace and which one do we forsake. And the one we embrace, will that deliver us to salvation?
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