Am I finally in love? Madly in love? I think so. When it comes to him, I am blinded, but there is something amiss. I know in my heart that my feelings are as real as things can get, but I am not sure if this is the type of relationship I want to have. Everything started out like a fairy tale, but things are exceedingly growing stale.
Who knew?
ah It feels like my heart is about to stop.
Everything is so confusing though. I just don't know if this is it, or if this thing is true. He seems so far away, almost like a stranger.