A World of Ramblings

Thursday, December 11, 2008

how is it?

How is it that, you cause my heart so much happiness, and with the sound of your name, my heart starts to beat faster, but at the same time, you cause me so much pain, and bring me to the blues?

Maybe, I did get caught up, and allow myself to get absorbed and let my feelings take charge of everything. I allowed myself to fall completely in love with you? I don't know how things got here..but I want your warmth and I desire your entire soul. But it's never enough. There has been something in the pit of my stomach, telling me there is something off. He thwarts my worries, but why do I grow worried over actions? Why does not he not call, or text? He doesn't seem to be returning the same feelings I fear.

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