Who can blame sleepless nights when the light of the night seems to
be incipient within our consciousness, slowly dripping through our
mind's eye and flowing through our finger tips, craving just one more
page of Poe's macabre work that's just so tiltating, focused and,
perhaps over-abundantly used undefined illness, madness and stock
characters, but still, so structurally established that it's hard not to
give way to his structural symbolism and the Gothic Literature that
everyone is bound to find glistening in the dark hours of the night,
attractive like a Siren who is certainly deadly and certainly the
soldier is aware of the potential drawing threat, who is ready to embark
on his new sexual conquest, hoping, almost confident he can get away
with it?
The night, thus stretches into the morning as
our credulity thrusts us into the next line, pushing us into the next
page, perhaps creating images that stirs our soul in all the right and
the wrong ways, in a miraculous way that seems resonant to our
antebellum mind, a little rebellious but further craving the black
poison that we just can't do? Finding us at the advent of the morning,
not so much in glory and in welcoming, open arms that we seem to hate
the ending of our sizzling adventure with the cadaverous existence of
death. After all, who doesn't think of Frankestein, or Dracula every one
in a while, where the impossible seems to come alive, quite probably
with a little proving and a little straining of our credulity all in a
night's work to open the mind's eye to the way words are strung together
on a string of pearl, reinstating a cliche as we turn to run away from
in...what's there to be original about after thousands of years of
writing?
The night is alive, stirring, it's dull and
saddened, it's imbued with evil, fused with the possibility of chances
and opportunities. With a little jazz in the background, one or two
vanilla spice candles burning, scars of the heart that we all secretly
wear, a little wavering hope that seems to flicker with our fleeting
emotions and the changing status in the world, it's so logical how the
night influences the very existence of our beings, the core of our souls
like two windows staring out from it's throne. A little red courage to
keep us going, the way it shines in the glass, romantically charming and
so fluent in all the languages that we whisper within words and
breaths, the ones we refuse to speak at any cost, even if it costs us
tears and love at the very end....With so many doors to open, unending
into eternity, morning only comes to soon...
So who can
blame the night? When such lurid and lustrous creatures, living and
non-living seduce us, tempt us and succumb to our own whims and wishes
that we follow it through all of its incarnations, blindly like
following the Apostles' creed, forgetting Night has her own creed which
is unforgivingly punishing.
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