I can see the light at the end. There is a little bit more pain and blood and tears to flow left. The darkness is shedding down slowly, but surely. My life is complicated as always but I am going to stick to writing, reading, researching and finding a way out of it.

It's okay, and I am going to do what I do best. Be independent and go get what it is that I really need. It's going to take a long time but I am going to make my dreams come true.
I am not going to stay in this huge of a crater forever. I am not here to stay. Soon, when I have healed the scars on my wings, I am going to fly so far away.

Moon, tonight was as glorious as ever. There is something about the moon that makes everything else surreal when you gaze upon it. This pearl among the vast nothingness. Truth be told, I hate Rochester, but there is something irreplaceable about the moon-gazing in Rochester. Here this place, doesn't hold a candle to it. Tonight was spectacular and a rare occasion. I walked for a long time under the rain. At one point it came down really hard. It was what I needed and it hit the spot.

Wheels to change destiny is set into motion. Let the fight begin.