So, quite a few new changes and at the same time some dullness.
I've been quite reminiscent lately. Remember the past, my mistakes and the sources of my pride, also, my failures. Which always brings about a human being into the present and the future.
I feel as though I have lost a lot of hope and have become rather pessimistic. My future is rather unsure and I am not sure what awaits me in the next few years. I guess life is a mystery and it is better to live then to only contemplate and waste time planning without taking any action to reach towards one's goal.