Maybe in due time, it is possible to be able to leave this behind, even if not in the past. I do not think that is possible in my lifetime. Maybe if I had dozens of lifetimes, that could be said for it then, I suppose. However, right now, maybe accepting the fact and reconciling myself with my actions is the only peace I will ever find on this earth. If so, until then, all I can do is perhaps, one step at a time, try to move toward a future, even if I am not able to believe in it entirely, but so that there maybe times where the pain is less acute and my guilt lessoned by the love I have inherited from your chest.
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