It's 3:12 a.m. and of course, as usual I am doing homework. What else can I do at this time of the morning--rather pitch black morning? So much to do, so little time and it's always one restraining, oppressive circumstance or another.
And yet, with all that, every once in a while my mind wanders on to you...pretty pathetic if you ask me. There isn't anything to think about. I think my heart nearly stops each time by pure sadness, betrayal and self hate you bring into my life. Yet, here you are, less than two miles away, but it feels much further away. It feels like there are universes between us.