daglandi kalbimin her tarafi...teker teker, gunden gune, sadece tekrar yeniden ertesi gune daglanmasi icin....Ey mutsuzluk, ac kapini bana.

everything has an expiration date regardless of the way you had imagined, or the way you felt then.

It's 3:12 a.m. and of course, as usual I am doing homework. What else can I do at this time of the morning--rather pitch black morning? So much to do, so little time and it's always one restraining, oppressive circumstance or another.
And yet, with all that, every once in a while my mind wanders on to you...pretty pathetic if you ask me. There isn't anything to think about. I think my heart nearly stops each time by pure sadness, betrayal and self hate you bring into my life. Yet, here you are, less than two miles away, but it feels much further away. It feels like there are universes between us.

gonlumun en kohne koselerinde bitmek bilmeyen bir ciglik, sonmeyen bir aci ve git gide korkunc bir sekilde ucurumu yukselen bir hiyanet.

sanki sabahleyin ilgi beklemek cok kotu birsey.

feeling stifled.

Allah'im delirmek uzereyim...