Random tiresome ramblings

Lonesomeness can do much to the human psyche.
It can be good and it can be bad, detrimental depending on the person.
It is however good in small increments as it allows one to really think and value and assess one self.

Being around and dependent on others, crowding the mind and physical space can do much to tire the mind and the soul, not to mention physically as well.

I was never able to understand the attachment one feels strongly to be around others, always and always with someone, taking care of them, spending time, and amidst the large number of people, losing one's self, becoming hazy, and vanishing into thin air, by physically there. It seemed too dangerous and rather self scrutinizing to me.

One should cherish and and look forward to such times to gather, to spread and to really come to ones self. Analyzing thoughts and actions, going over much needed solitude to rest and plan.
Just to be one's self...really not much other than that at the very least.
Much to plan and think over, much to hope for and to get out of our chests sometimes which is best when alone between the four walls of our own self imposed prisons, in which we look forward to the safety and security of our homes. To place, to unwind and float down the soul.
Required.