pray

Yesterday was an amazing day...for the first time, it felt so natural to be together. I had dearly missed you so. But it makes me question everything. We sparsely have good days and it hardly feels natural anymore. You don't hold my hand, you barely kiss me, and not that you were ever close to me, you seem so far away again. I just don't know what to expect from you. I wish I could have said I had a grand first love experience, I'll only remember you in pain.

so hot

Bir ileri iki geri, her zamanki gibi. Cumartesi superdi ama pazar hic cit, ses yok. Bugun desen oda oyle. Bakalim, aksam ustu ne olucak?

It is so unfortunate to be cared for so little...

Thanks for not caring so much after I haven't slept a wink

wonders

Kollari sivama zamaniii

From now on, I just hope that things get well and better. I pray to stay happy for a while.
I want my mother to feel better too. After all that she has done she deserves a little bit of peace and happiness.

My life...as always, is a roller coaster.
I guess sometimes wanting stability is a bit too much of a luxury one cannot afford.