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so hurt, so lonely, and in a lot of pain...I just wish you understood and reciprocated my feeling.

wonders if she could get drunk to night on so much...

Every time, I say, I will stop caring, and just move on. But every time the promise I make to myself, I break it with my own actions and feelings.

hates the fact that flights have been getting delayed and delayed all this time. :( Makes me so anxious.Also this female co workers..hm. strange ya know.

Lately I have so much to do, so what's the best thing, not to procrastinate and actually do them on time not to live through severe consequences.

There is so much I want to say, so much I feel, but I just don't know how to come out and say it. I dont know how to deal with all these feelings I am going through.
...kalbim sizliyor.

how can a person continue like this? So much mystery and blanks, lies, misinformation...relentless, restless. The end draws near, doesn't it?

kupu doldu