I wonder if things are back to normal today?
He did send me a poke through facebook, although no text or phone yet...*Sigh*
So he's the one at fault but now I am worrying. I hate it when sides transfers like that.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Rring Rring
Kim derdiki, bir telefon nelere mani olur.
Sesini duymak icin illa gobegimin orta yerinden catlamak zorundamiyim. Bu kadar sey soyledikten sonra, sesini duyabilirmiyim diye sordugumda insan evet diyebilirdi...veya o kadar aradiktan sonra text atana kadar geri direk aryabilirdi..veya msnden mesaj atana kadar ariyabilirdi...
Demekki aramak, ZOR
Sesini duymak icin illa gobegimin orta yerinden catlamak zorundamiyim. Bu kadar sey soyledikten sonra, sesini duyabilirmiyim diye sordugumda insan evet diyebilirdi...veya o kadar aradiktan sonra text atana kadar geri direk aryabilirdi..veya msnden mesaj atana kadar ariyabilirdi...
Demekki aramak, ZOR
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
February 18, 2009
Today, is the first day in a while that I've felt this close
Today is the day he told me he loved me for the first time, out right, direct and without any other curtains.
Things are a little better now.
I do have this bitter feeling on the inside, but I am happy.
Things are looking out.
I am excited to see what follows
Today is the day he told me he loved me for the first time, out right, direct and without any other curtains.
Things are a little better now.
I do have this bitter feeling on the inside, but I am happy.
Things are looking out.
I am excited to see what follows
Sunday, February 15, 2009
St. Valentine's Day
...I am not sure how a saint's day came to be a lover's day, much irony right there, I guess it pisses me off that there is so much consumerism in where its suppose to be mutual feelings of love, gratitude and warmth.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Sunday morning
And coming to me is the hardest thing...
I have an incredibly long list of things to do, and yet I have not accomplished anything.
Yesterday night after hours were not so great either.
So hopefully, monday, the beginning of a new weeks and for me a new life. I'll be in my own apartment, and putting my life back into its tracks. ....
Things will be different from now on. Ill grab life by the horns again...and things will be different...
and Hopefully I'll reach peace and happiness too :)
But..it is a beautiful day outside, although its winter and cold there is a brilliant sun shine outside and my blood is boiling, although I am faced with a few disappointments. It will be good.
In an hour or so...I'll head out to buy a few supplies, and I'll be all set for tomorrows cleaning...
Thus, a new chapter in my life has opened.
I have an incredibly long list of things to do, and yet I have not accomplished anything.
Yesterday night after hours were not so great either.
So hopefully, monday, the beginning of a new weeks and for me a new life. I'll be in my own apartment, and putting my life back into its tracks. ....
Things will be different from now on. Ill grab life by the horns again...and things will be different...
and Hopefully I'll reach peace and happiness too :)
But..it is a beautiful day outside, although its winter and cold there is a brilliant sun shine outside and my blood is boiling, although I am faced with a few disappointments. It will be good.
In an hour or so...I'll head out to buy a few supplies, and I'll be all set for tomorrows cleaning...
Thus, a new chapter in my life has opened.
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