Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween!


Enjoy your spooky night with little trolls, ghosts and witches as they have the thrill of their lives!

All this force, this pushing, this exaggerating,  and overwhelming the soul. Slowly ruining any kind of lustre I might have had at some point in time.

I do not like people who are mean to their kids and torture their step children in various way, isolating and shunning them.

Who Cares

Coffee in my mug is stale,
Grown tired of cleaning the teapot,
who cares about the egg pan,
So let's just disappear into the night.

New Beginnings

For the sake of writing and fulfilling a promise I have given myself, I will write until the end of this old, whitened and cursed year. But I no longer will be writing in this journal from the beginning of 2014. So much has accumulated here, I just can't get myself to continually write on here after that.

Even if I do not want to, I have to strive for a new beginning so that I may at least pick up the pieces and try to exist, even if in a miserable state. So I need lines and lines between my recent past and the present for the sake of a future…even for the possibility of the future.

Postman

Postman, stop bringing me mail I do not desire to open.

Promises of Future

I want to do more, but ah, at last, the shackling insecurities, skills with gaps, no certifications to prove, we'll all be damned, and especially I, until the end of the time. Nothing has changed, nothing will. We'll just drag ourselves until our time here is completed, hoping for a better future than the one promised to us here on earth.